Barry, Yes, sometimes the jobs we go on are shit, and it doesn't seem fair that little kiddies die, while some of our obnoxious regulars just keep on ticking. My advice would be to talk to people if you need it (and I don't necessarily mean the 'professional' services), station mates are the best to talk to in most circumstances. If you want to email me, then please feel free to. Other than that there is little I can say except to say that I'm sorry for you, and all involved that you had to go through such a nasty job. -Tom