you have nothing to fear from mental health services, except possibly long waits for psychiatrists who overrrun their sessions and a certain amount of paperwork. I got caught up by mental health services as a teenager, when I was suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder following violent rape. No one will force you to do anything you do not want to do, unless you get to such a point of panic and terror that you really are dangerous - and even then, that's a temporary thing and purely for safety's sake. It can't affect your job simply by existing on your medical records as that's none of your employers business.