Also too close to the bone (the skull, to be precise...). It's made worse by the fact that my mother has been at the forefront of trying to improve community mental health care from the inside, even winning an award from Tony Blair (woopydoo, I think her reaction was). The antelope reference raised a smile though - made me think of how Douglas Adams (mayherestinpeace) referred to the Hollywood filmmaking process - "Like cooking a steak by having people in succession breath once on it." or words to that effect. In the end the only way I could even get recognition (short of playing The National GP Lottery) was to emigrate.....