no its not just you, it does begin to wear you down when its the same old sh*t different day. But then you get a job, that to start with gets you going a bit as your not quite sure (purely because the other buggers have worn you down up to now) and then you really need your thinking cap on for a bit. And finally you walk away from it all an hour or so later, with them tucked up in A&E and you feel that you have made a difference. It makes this job worthwhile after all.