I'm sorry but I find it harder and harder to read certain posts on this blog for similar reasons. I enjoy the posts about what you're doing and the challenges you face but I just find the rest, and even some of those posts, more and more reactionary and less balanced. By their nature blogs are self-centred and whingey, but this one tips over the edge into matyrdom. It also seems to me that you view some people as being more worthy of support than others. You do the same as Dr Crippen. GPs and their staff, care home staff, police, social workers, politicians, civil servants and so on - none of them must possibly work as hard as the long-suffering ambulance man, in fact they are out to make his life more difficult!