AKA, seeing the worst in everyone, as opposed to seeing nothing? I think I get it. I think I did experience it once, as the subject, long time ago, no desire to post details. Maybe there's "positive indifference" = "healthy baby just died, I just delivered your disabled baby who will die before age 40, I cannot apply any judgement" and; "negative indifference" - "your baby just died but may have become the Hitler of the 2020's..." I'm up for about 25 hours, so if none of this makes sense, apologies, and I will try to be more rigourous in future replies.