This brought tears to my eyes. I am feeling the fear, now- it's the fear I had a few weeks ago when transferring a woman in to hospital with baby's heartrate so low that we'd usually assume the baby was about to die. Every minute seems like an hour, every hesitation seems like an eternity. Thankfully in our case all was well too- but those journeys seem like they go on forever and all you do is look at the clock every 10 seconds, willing yourself to get there quicker.