Smoochie, it's a strong vibe isn't it :) It is a 'feel the fear and do it anyway' sort of moment, perhaps?. Tom, I bought your book twice (once for me and once as a gift) is that not enough? if you write another one, we will buy that too. (I did lend it a few folk though, do you want me to go round a get 50p of each of them.) Re cat care, the bike ride will be good exercise, stroke/talk to the cat and that will do wonders for your stress levels, and we have read what a softie you are for animals, you can write about cats bound to be a best seller!