Yes, and I didn't because I know myself - I know what I can do if I'm upset enough, and I don't want to go back to that frame of mind. Remember that you only have a small picture of me from this blog, you don't actually know me as well as you think you might. Like everything else I do, I made what I thought was the right decision. (And it's not like I could have worked that night anyway because I didn't have any boots).