That brought tears to my eyes, I am an Oncology Nurse and my husband died in similar circumstances almost 2 years ago leaving me a widow at the age of 37. He had been found by the police and paramedics called as he was still alive, unfortunately he died before they arrived and despite their best attempts to resusitate him it was no good. I would love to have met the guys that tried to save him and one day i propose to do just that as they are based in the hospital I work in. I guess what I am trying to say is that ur motto is right, none of us knows what is round the corner and we should live life to the full and the best that we can.