No if you went for the job you wouldn't have sold out. However l think that you will probably find that you are constricted and frustrated by the internal garbage that you will be expected to throw out. I have tried to change things from the inside as l am also outspoken but found that l was wasting my time. The people that were there did not want to know reality or change what they did it suited them, so l just went my own way. There is more to life than a kettle within reach and you would want to go back to where you had freedom to do what your gut told you what was best, but it isnt easy to go back to what you left cause it has changed and moved on that leaves you feeling lost.