"I've seen my future, well it'll be my future if I'm lucky and don't drop dead in my 50's. " My first thought was an angry "why?" - my second thought was, this will be MOST of us, marriage isn't forever any more, it's only until the bad times hit. Thanks for utterly depressing me, and converting me to nihilism! At least when I die, all alone and knee deep in dogshit, someone might get a blog entry out of me. You bastard! :o)