I have this problem too Tom, maybe its time to think about the old Para course.... New challenges, more skills. I've considered leaving my job in SWAST but I'm not sure what else i could do.... i seem to have forgotten everything i did at uni. My main problem with the para course if if i'm still not having fun like u used to i'm tied into it for 2 years to re-pay training costs. 2 years is a long time to do a job you don't enjoy. let alone one like ours.