Along similer lines. Went to a fatal RTA a while ago. To me it was a 'good job' and my only trauma resus so far. a couple of weeks later I went to a young female who had collapsed. It turned out to be the funneral of my fatal RT and the female was the victims wife. It was strange seeing first hand the after effects of my 'good job'. Seeing all the distressed relatives at the funneral is the part of the job that now stays with me.