Good luck in the search to satisfy your senses and brain. You are the sum total of all that you have been exposed to, the mind always needs new exposure, it hates to repeat the same old continually , tis why 'umans are never satisfied with the status quo. It is a shame the NHS cannot use your wide ranging abilities [ talents] for their good and for yours too. Having done the Shakespearean bit of all the worlds a stage and successfully moved on from the puking to sans everything, I recommend to you to explore whatever turns you on, there 4 four items necessary to keep breathing and and not be daisy weed fodder. One: sufficient calories and water, Two: maintain body temperature at 98.5 d f. Three: allow the mind to find time to fix the days stresses with letting the body unwind and Fourthly share thyself with some like minded. All other endeavours be a luxury that do not usually make one satisfied. Money be a necessary tool, but do not let that enslave you, as it has done to so many , willing slaves never having real freedom to enjoy thy brain. Good Luck