I'm not surprised you're finding it tough at the minute. The winter is dragging on and then you deal with these kind of incidents. I'm not sure what to say. If you leave to do something else, your patients will have lost an advocate. If you stay, the cost to yourself will continue to mount. Many hugs for you on this cold, grey morning. This is one of those times when I wish virtual was a little more solid. Sometimes a proper hug from a friend cures many an ill.