It's not just you. Whenever I am looking after a woman and she ends up having a caesarean section that wasn't planned, I always think 'what could we have done to prevent this?'. Whenever I do something that was a bit wrong I beat myself up about it; am getting better at letting things go, if nobody got hurt then there's no problem, but I think the day you stop worrying about fucking up is the day you should stop treating people as you are complacent. Which is what leads to trouble. Cxx